I Am Not Waiting Anymore

Screaming
I kept candles in the cupboard
For dinner dressed in white
Kept a bottle for a birthday
Kept my best dress out of sight
Then
I asked myself this morning
Who am
I saving life for tonight
I'M NOT WAITING anymore
I hear the rhythm at my door
Open the windows clear the floor
I'm not
I'm not waiting anymore
I had shoes
I never walked in had a song
I wouldn't sing
Had a number