Weird

Before I will go,
I want to tell
you one thing. I'm not
the girl who's acting like bitch.
I always was strong, but my cries were loud every time when I was
making this sound.
I
didn't want to hurt you, my dear.
I just wanted to be
near, near.
And I wanted to be
close and clear. That is why
I was acting so weird.
It's the reason why I was acting so weird.
To be honest, I can't
handle this shit. I even ask where's the spa
when I go down the street.
Why I cannot read what I have in my head?
Whatever
hurt someone, I don't want to feel bad.